It's time for sincere people to accept reality as it is.

For now, i am not worthy to be someone's partner.

At least from the perspective of the person i confessed to.

She thinks that our relationship should just stay on friendship and create friendship without involving feelings.

She also told me that so far she can't have feelings for a friend who is really her friend.

In contrast to me who can only have feelings for someone who is my friend.

I can't have feelings for a stranger. 

Idon't know, maybe god wants to protect me from something that gives badness.